Tuesday, November 29, 2016

I had another ridiculously interesting experience. I think "eye-opening" would be better verbage. I was sitting up after waking up to my morning alarm. I felt suuuper weary, and was contemplating going back to bed for a little bit. I sat for who knows how long, when I eventually just layed back down, mostly knowing I really shouldn't, but being too tired to think or rationalize what I was doing any more than I wanted to. So I laid there after falling asleep almost instantly, for maybe 5, 10, 15 minutes. The next thing I remember is me propping up, but I wasn't propping myself up, I was just getting propped up and getting abruptly woken in the process. I don't remember using a muscle in my body for the purpose of sitting up, other than my arms semi-flailing about as if to keep my balance, because it honestly wasn't my intention to go in the direction I was going. I was just moving.
I then sat there straight up on my bed, now wide awake, and realized that the Lord didn't particularly want me sleeping at that time. So I went ahead and said my morning prayers, said a prayer of gratitude for what I had just experienced, and got ready for the day. It was as if my legs just floated up and on the ground while my torso just kinda followed and propped itself up. It could've been as if I jerked my legs and rotated myself up, but I wasn't actually doing anything, just watching as I sat up on the bed, or as I was sat up on the bed. I mean I was asleep, and bam! I'm suddenly sitting on the edge of my bed, and I hadn't even fully gotten a hold of my waking senses yet.
I'm very grateful for these experiences!!!!!!!!!!! Amen.